Dear Dad

Dear Dad,
Today was rough. I'm not sure if it was because I'm still very aware that you're not physically here or if I was just overwhelmed by the day's happenings. My day started with my landlord calling about showing the house even though I told Eric to call and make sure she wasn't going to show it yet or that she was even going to come and look at the house right now. Sheesh...I feel like so much is changing around me. This started the tightness in my chest and it progressed throughout the day. Though I did hear your voice telling me to give Eric a chance...that he's been doing a lot. And you're right. I also heard you saying to take everything one thing at time...break everything down into smaller pieces; it's easier to see what you've got and will allow you to map out a plan. That was always your advice for me when I was overwhelmed -specifically at that crazy rat place where I was working when I first moved back to Orlando. I left quite a bit of work waiting for me in the am, but I had just had enough for the day and had to take off. I feel better though in the calmness of being home. And it's hard to be stressed out with Lola-Bacon laying her head in my lap :-)

-Tiff